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well hello brader,

        everything has changed. even the blog changed. how long i didnt open my blog. maybe a little bit over a month? o.o no internet, living in a dorm, laptop sucks. & that is all the reason for me not updating this little diaries of mine. everyoneeee has changed, but i like it. i have grown up to be mature little by little. it happens all the time. haven't seen my angels for a loooooooooooong time </3 i miss you guys. you know who u are <3

a never ending story

well everything seems okay kan? but nothing is ok. that is why a saying said that " don't judge a book by its cover" is ever existed. nothing is okay. its just that we need to move on. like the person said before, "it takes time". it does for me to. i really tend to forgive damn easily that sometimes i hate myself for it. but i did  not forget easily. so maybe it will be months, years or maybe decades but still we should move on with life.

enough with this little teenage drama now its time to concentrate real well with this short sem. i enjoyed studying this short sem <3 really really enjoy it despite all the things that happen. we only have 3 course which is the entrepreneurship, sales and marketing and lastly tourist behavior! we jump to the sem5 courses which our seniors did not take yet sooo hmm maybe we are a senior in this subject? hahaha :)

i realize something about myself today. i "want an immediate result" that is my personal behavior as if in a entrepreneur thingyyy.

how do you handle problems that come to you in a bunch at once?
recently, the people i cherish and love is making my heart hurt a lot by words and actions. friends, family and even the world is being unfair. but yet still here i am writing this nonsense . there's another more month for new sem to start, i should get a hold of myself..
money money money should save some money for fee.

"its okay, its alright, everything gonna turn out well" is words that i repeat to myself to chill my burning heart that want to kick some ass. but who am i fooling? nothingg is gonna turn out well by lying to our ownself.

it sucks. haihhh

something just need to change for us to grow up

hey there,
its been a long time since i wrote something here.
well i have been doing great this past few weeks. not so great but its a well done process. i am still a fun enjoying seekers but something has to change right.

what have i done.
on chinese new year holiday break, all the non chinese and ppl who dont celebrate cny in politeknik sandakan went to kampung nawoi, tamparuli doing the csr.CSR is a short form for "CORPORATE SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITIES". oh yeah we are doing great things there. the students and lecturers are in a teamwork spirit. encik samad always come and visit us. and all those enjoying moment will always stay there deep in my heart.
eventhough theres a few heart feeling but what past is past right? im just letting the bygone stays as a bygone.

can you spot me? im wearing a peach-pink headscarf :)

hi i love you <3

i miss you

can't we stay the same as before?

its been a while since i have write anything on this blog. oh well. today is the same as any other day. wake up late and come in late to class but today we are not getting scolded at the morning but get scolded by en. irwandih at noon. take a nap at the evening and still awake at 12.30 midnight as im typing this now.

i am a busy student this semester. first of all, i am the pengarah for our class trip this time and we are going to pulau mamutk  if the proposal is approve by our lecturer. then, i am the ajk for our trip to mesilau and setiausaha for our trip to kiulu for rafting & climbing.for the keusahawanan club i am the ajk for activity. lastly, i am competing in our perwakilan pelajar as one of the candidate but penamaan calon belum lagi yee. hehehe:)

ini lah yg saya mau cerita ni. macam mana mau berkempen ni? how? apa yg mau dicakapkan? heeeee bingung aku. mana senior nda suka aku lagi kena lagi kami2 ja yg betanding.

i miss my friends. my bestfriends :'(
maybe we will not stay the same as our old times where we stay like kids anymore. it is all because we have grow up and become much more mature.
but yeah i love you guys <3

my january

hi love :)
yes its january. we have survive 2012 for 13 days now. thank god i have been given this chance to live this long. syukur alhamdulillah :D

kami student politeknik sandakan sabah sudah diberikan baucer RM200 to buy books just now. so thank you government for including  us in the budget 2012 :) thanks uncle najib <3

then, saya jaimi brenda and jymut yg clueless about our stuff yg kami jual telah dibantu oleh sayangku jacqueline. so a few of our stuff are sold so no worries sudah. again, thanks jackie. i love u for a thousand years. haha
kalau berminat come to vestique closet click here. thanks :D

2012

hi,
suda 7 hari masuk 2012 :)
kami student politeknik sandakan sabah pun pindah masuk di kampus batu 10 suda. jauuhhhhhhh dari amin corner.

well. the end.

:)